An Inconvenient Gift

 "When you are trapped in your internal world of simultaneous extremes: feeling nothing and feeling everything.

"When you are trapped in your internal world of simultaneous extremes: feeling nothing and feeling everything.

πŸ’Œ Dear Ruksi πŸ’Œ
I feel nothing sometimes. Like everything and everyone around me is weary, lowly buzzing background noise to my numbness. I feel everything sometimes. Like everything and everyone around me is unobscurable, relentlessly loud ringing, not in my ears, but deep within. And I can't shake it. I feel nothing AND everything sometimes. Like somehow, unexplainably, all of the above is happening at once. This is depression and anxiety rolled up into an inconvenient and impossible present. No gift receipt to be found. No refunds or exchanges. All sales final.

Sincerely,
An Inconvenient Gift

πŸ”Ήobscure emotion: When you are trapped in your internal world of simultaneous extremes: feeling nothing and feeling everything. πŸ”Ή