Lost in My Own Inadequacy
💌 Dear Ruksi 💌
I constantly feel myself as not enough in everything I do, but my coping mechanism is to do more things. The cycle of needing to please everyone makes me feel more inadequate and then the continuous projects make me feel like I'm always drowning. I feel guilty doing something for myself, and yet feel exhausted from giving myself entirely to people around me and things I do. It's a cycle I'm trying to get out of, but I just find myself more entangled.
Lost in my own inadequacy
🔹Obscure emotion: when you are drowning yourself in your own waters yet unable to contain it for yourself. Exhausted by giving, guilty for receiving.🔹