Blissfully striving for an unattainable goal.
💌 Dear Ruksi 💌
I am currently pursuing an art form that gives me so much pain. It is draining both physically and emotionally and the futile pursuit of perfection constantly causes me to believe that I'm not good enough. Everything hurts. Sometimes I don't know why I do it to myself. Yet for some reason I am continuously drawn back to it as it is such a deep and fulfilling expression.
Blissfully striving for an unattainable and self-destructive goal.
🔹Obscure emotion: When you unapologetically treat yourself harshly for the sake of perusing what you love.🔹